Speaking out of my Heart
01/22/10
In my heart I feel so full. Full of anticipation, excitement, honor and fear. Anticipation going to Haiti to see the miracles, to see what God is going to reveal to me why am I here? The excitement to see miracles I have never seen, the supernatural hand of God at work. Honor because of the culture I have been set in for this season. To walk in honor, to show others what honor looks like, to be blessed with the honor that not only did God choose this time for me but to also know Bethel has seen a transformation in me. The honor to be told that you have been handpicked to go to Haiti.
I would be lying if I said there was no fear in me, but the fear usually leaves when I align my heart with Gods. Also a fear of failing at this task He has given me. I don't want to fail my Daddy. My heart is like being in a lake of water, where most is peaceful then you come to a swirl and it stirs you up, then the calm returns.
My heart is full of joy and to know when I came to Bethel I was seeking to know who I am to my Daddy. I have found this. I wish I could have captured this years ago, for it would have saved me years of self destruction and poor decisions.
I now know how much I mean to my Daddy and I wish others could grasp this. I can say my heart is at rest now, I am no longer struggling for an identity. My value has gone out the roof so to speak. His hand is on me and He loves me and finally because of Him, I love me.
I feel empowered by the Spirit of God to do all He wants me to do. My heart is in love with a love that will never end.
My Daddy has filled the emptiness I have had, missing what it was like not having a natural father, that I felt loved and acceptance.
The joy comes, the love and peace comes and my Daddy places them strategically in my heart and this is where I am now...In Love..
This was written in Revival Group when Jason V asked us to write down what our heart was speaking out.
Tricia Dowless
In my heart I feel so full. Full of anticipation, excitement, honor and fear. Anticipation going to Haiti to see the miracles, to see what God is going to reveal to me why am I here? The excitement to see miracles I have never seen, the supernatural hand of God at work. Honor because of the culture I have been set in for this season. To walk in honor, to show others what honor looks like, to be blessed with the honor that not only did God choose this time for me but to also know Bethel has seen a transformation in me. The honor to be told that you have been handpicked to go to Haiti.
I would be lying if I said there was no fear in me, but the fear usually leaves when I align my heart with Gods. Also a fear of failing at this task He has given me. I don't want to fail my Daddy. My heart is like being in a lake of water, where most is peaceful then you come to a swirl and it stirs you up, then the calm returns.
My heart is full of joy and to know when I came to Bethel I was seeking to know who I am to my Daddy. I have found this. I wish I could have captured this years ago, for it would have saved me years of self destruction and poor decisions.
I now know how much I mean to my Daddy and I wish others could grasp this. I can say my heart is at rest now, I am no longer struggling for an identity. My value has gone out the roof so to speak. His hand is on me and He loves me and finally because of Him, I love me.
I feel empowered by the Spirit of God to do all He wants me to do. My heart is in love with a love that will never end.
My Daddy has filled the emptiness I have had, missing what it was like not having a natural father, that I felt loved and acceptance.
The joy comes, the love and peace comes and my Daddy places them strategically in my heart and this is where I am now...In Love..
This was written in Revival Group when Jason V asked us to write down what our heart was speaking out.
Tricia Dowless
Happiness
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