A Willing Vessel
September 28, 2009

This past week I have spent much of my time on my knees, praying out to my Daddy and wondering what is He doing in me. God says that He wil give us what we cry out to Him for and I have cried out for a hunger for Him that surpasses all my natural thinking. God has been healing pain I thought was healed. He is shaping and molding me to be what I need to be, to accomplishing the calling on my life. You see when you cry out in desperation for God to do whatever He needs to do because you are so hungry for more of Him, watch out. He will do it! I have felt like the taffy on the stretching machine to where it softens you up but keeps on stretching you till it's at the point of being at it's best. I was reading this week "The degree to which faith in God controls us, determines His Lordship in our lives. Faith is the power of the kingdom of God which sets men free to worship God in Spirit and truth. Fear rules men through external pressure and intimidation. Faith rules from the heart. In your everyday lives what rules you?"I recall one day in Charlotte when I saw this woman and she was covered in cysts all over her face and body. The Lord prompted me to pray for her and as I struggled with going up to a complete stranger and asking her if I could pray for her I made a deal with the Lord that if I came back across her when leaving the store I would pray for her. Well I didn't see her again and I knew I had missed God but mostly I missed giving the lady an opportunity to be totally healed because I didn't know what she would think of me. Now this happened many years ago but I still think of it to this day and wish I had the opportunity to have a "do over". Have you experienced times when you just kept quiet because of what someone may think about you? To what degree are you willing to allow God to stretch you? Do you allow those around you determine what or who you are? Is there pain in your life that just doesnt seem to end? There are so many questions we both can ask but it all comes down to how much are we going to allow our Father to change us into His image. To be that person that will allow God to do anything He has to do to fulfill that hunger we long for. I pray to my Father that He does whatever He needs to do to mold me into what I am destined to be, that I don't walk in fear of what others may think or the unknown, but that I keep my eyes on Him so that I may see His glory in action. I want to be a part of supernatural healings, to see my mountains supernaturally moved, I want REVIVAL Lord!!Do not "despise the day of small beginnings, you just may be the one to start one of the greatest moves of God of all time". "A World Aflame" by Rick Joyner

(I have dedicated a time period of each day of prayer so if you have prayer request please email them to me and I will include them during this time and as needed. )

Much Love, Tricia